About the book: 2015 / “I live to the point of nausea” - the diary prose of Marina Tsvetaeva, a poet whose gaze throughout her life was directed “into the depths”, and not “outside”: “I generally have an atrophy of the present, not only do I not live, I never visit it.” Having contained many human voices and destinies, Marina Tsvetaeva was a unique herald of the “living” human soul. Here are the diary entries and notes of a person who did not tolerate vulgarity and deals with conscience and gave himself over to life and the feelings it generates without reserve: “In my feelings, like in children’s feelings, there are no degrees.” Marina Ivanovna Tsvetaeva is a great Russian poetess, whose sensitivity and insight found expression in incredible intonation and rhythmic expressiveness. The poet’s prose is written with genuine sincerity, the explanation of which Joseph Brodsky found in the spiritual power gained through suffering: “Tsvetaeva is indeed the most sincere Russian poet, but this sincerity, first of all, is the sincerity of sound - like when they scream in pain».