About the book: year / "You want to die. Then why are you clinging to me so much?” I wanted to answer, but I couldn’t. The words stuck in my throat, suppressed by fear and cold. I was shaking, my teeth were chattering so hard that I was afraid to bite my tongue. My whole being concentrated on one desire - for this to all end as soon as possible. But how? Falling into the abyss or... something else?