About the book: year / "... - You are the only one for whom I cry. My tears will never be seen by anyone again, nor will anyone know them What does it mean to be loved by me? I will be faithful to you, even if not with my body, but with my soul. Forgive me for everything, but I am such a vile and materialistic, selfish trash, and perhaps it will seem to you that I am soulless and heartless. , but believe me, this is not so. I have a heart and feelings, don’t you doubt it. I just don’t want to live my life, succumbing only to these features of my soul. I can promise you that as soon as all my plans come true, I will. I will achieve my long-planned goal, we will definitely be together... But, I doubt... I doubt that this will suit you, no matter what, we will always have our August...."