About the book: 1985 / Thirty-three-year-old virgin Sarah Harper has been in love with Rome Matthews for many years. When Rome met and then married Sarah's best friend, Diana, Sarah's heart was broken, but she did not show her feelings to anyone, and continued to love Rome from afar, directing all her energy to work - making a career. Sarah was never engaged or married. Instead, she dreamed of Rome, knowing that he was unattainable. When Diana and their two young sons were killed in a hit-and-run by a drunk driver, Rome was absolutely devastated. He adored his wife and loved his two young sons dearly. Two years passed, during which Rome tried to find comfort in bed with many women, but not one of them stayed with him until the morning. Quite suddenly, Rome realized that he wanted Sarah to become this woman. He was impressed by her intelligence, joint jokes, her fire in bed. And Rome proposed to her. Shocked by the eccentric turn of their affair, Sarah did not hesitate to accept his proposal, even despite the heartbreaking condition of never getting pregnant. Rome lost two little boys whom he loved very much, and it almost killed him. He never wanted those feelings again, and made Sarah promise: she would never betray him in this. Did Sarah get pregnant? Of course yes. Yes, and this novel would not have existed if it had turned out the other way around.