About the book: 2021 / - I’m not interested in your opinion. This is a fact! My son will be with me. I am his own father. - After these words, everything inside is destroyed. I try to hold on to my last shred of self-control. There is resentment and fear of losing MY son splashing inside. This thought alone makes me sick. I won't give it up! Where was this unfortunate father then?! Self-control also decided to say goodbye to me. And with full confidence and without inhibitions I am ready to surrender myself into the clutches of an all-consuming explosion.