About the book: 2021 / Fan Siqi is twelve years old. The girl has just graduated from elementary school, and her favorite subject is literature. Siqi also has a best friend, Liu Yiting, whom she initiates into all the secrets. But one day Siqi meets literature teacher Li Guohua. He offers to help the girl with her homework, and she agrees. In fact, Li Guohua uses Fang Siqi for personal purposes: he rapes her, involves her in love affairs. Year after year, several times a week, until the girl ends up in a psychiatric hospital. And until Liu Yiting accidentally finds her friend's diary and a terrifying secret falls on her. This is a poetic confessional novel about unhealthy relationships and about the evil that charms and confuses, pretending to be love. Published in Russian for the first time.