About the book: year / They say it right - people don’t appreciate what they have until they lose it. I didn’t really listen to this statement, as well as to other parting words of older people. I wanted to make my own mistakes, make mistakes and experience life on my own, without the interference of outsiders. And it was possible to continue to live according to this principle, ignoring all the obvious signs of fate, but one day, which turned out to be fatal, radically changed my whole life…