About the book: year / - I can only offer you sex. Free, non-binding relationship. I can't marry you. And live with you too. Do you want this kind of relationship? Probably if he hit me, it wouldn’t hurt so much. Nemo opens my mouth, trying to breathe. It was as if the chest had been torn open and the heart had been torn out. Hot tears burn my cheeks, and he lets go of me, steps back. “I agree.” I accept your offer.