About the book: 2011 / “Diary of a Suicide Bomber. Khadija" is a girl’s leisurely story about life in one of the mountain villages of Dagestan, where the heroine from childhood learns to distinguish between the wrath and mercy of Allah, who constantly puts her before a choice - white or black? Having grown up, Khadija will leave the village and plunge into the passions of the city where you accepted by clothes, where a lot of things are bought and sold. The city, in which there is a war between militants and security forces, constantly offers her a choice, but disguising white as black, and vice versa. What will she choose? Khadija herself does not know the answer to this question and only towards the end she understands that her whole life is a series of choices and each choice she makes determines the next one. The prototype of the heroine was real girls involved in the gang underground in the North Caucasus.