About the book: year / Micah Taylor. My first love. My first sexual experience. My first deep disappointment. Letting him enter my life was easy. Forgetting him is damn hard. It's been five years... but nothing is forgotten. Five long years that can't erase... the memories of him... my regrets. Now he's back. What happens when deep disappointment reveals your best-kept secret? This is the moment that will change everything! Lies are told, secrets are revealed, and the heartache of the past forces me to open the deepest part of my soul. And then comes the day that I was so afraid of. How can I survive this again when losing him even once hurt like hell... losing him a second time would mean destroying myself completely. I'm doing the only thing I can... My name is Elsa Winters and this is my story.