About the book: year / I know that he is dangerous for me. I can't look at him, otherwise I'll drown in his eyes. It is forbidden to touch him, because this way I will forgive him my tears. But one day we will break all the rules. Just what will come of this? Will he break me, or will I do it to him first? When dad told me that I had a brother and he would now live with us, I was happy. It just never occurred to me that Mark and I wouldn’t get along. That between us there will only be pain and tears. That I will become an empty place for him. No one. But when all my friends turn their backs on me, he will stay with me and extend his hand.