About the book: year / This is a story about how the author fell ill with schizophrenia with a detailed description of his psychoses. The book also presents the author's philosophical ideas. And in general, life is described until the moment schizophrenia was revealed, how the author, from sensitive accentuation, inferiority complex, phobias, neurosis and psychasthenia, through the features of anacastic disorder and Asperger's syndrome, came to schizoid disorder and OCD. The author changed his worldview more than once, came up with his own philosophy, thought and generated ideas.