About the book: 2009 / In this novel, the People's writer Gerard Rewe reflects on what an unheard-of sinner he was born, shares his experience of living in a tourist camp, tells a story about carnal love with an ugly pastry chef and receiving outlandish sweets, visits the undertaker, reveals the secret of his youth, indulges in memories of relations with his brother and an unforgivable act with a young captive, pays a visit to the palace, informs the Queen about the death of two comrades in arms, receives a high reward from the hands of Her Ladyship, but he does not dare to tell about the unspeakable and suddenly finds himself face to face with his sinful past.