About the book: 2016 / A graduate of a theater institute comes to his first theater. A painful question: where is the border between integrity and compromise, life and creativity, confronts him. He's obsessed with women. A friend ends up in a mental hospital, his beloved leaves, he is close to crime. To be free is the privilege of an artist. Live in the moment, the curtain will fall, everything will be over, and the stage, mockingly, winks with a yellow spotlight, suddenly flaring up in his mind, engulfed in flames, delivering unimaginable pleasure to the blazing scenes.